Thursday, November 10, 2005

CD03

I'm sorry that I haven't updated, work has been shit.

But I got my period late Tuesday afternoon and I called Dr New yesterday to start the new OI cycle. So now I'm waiting for them to call back so that I can have the baseline blood test.

I am ok with having my period, yes it means another failed cycle and that I'm not pregnant. BUT it means that I have my period...after quickly checking back this year I've only had my period 5 times....yes that's right 5 times, 4 out of the 5 times was due to either having to take drugs to bring on a bleed or due to injections. I've only had 1 period that my body produced all by itself, which took four months coming.

With the glass half full attitude....I would rather have my period arrive than sit here for months on end waiting for it to show by itself. I'm not fooling myself into believing that a failed cycle means nothing...it is hard, and sucks and I do want my bobim soo fucking much. But part of me is glad to be sitting here suffering cramps....because it means that I can start again soon.....not having to wait months on end....

9 comments:

Kim said...

I'm thinking of you.

Anita said...

Sorry about AF rearing her ugly head. I have been thinking about you. I know this sucks as I have been there...be strong (God knows I wasn't loads of times).

What's your next step?

Em said...

I am glad you can start asap. Thinking of you, mu fellow Melburnian.

thalia said...

I'm glad that you can look forward to starting again. That's the only way to get through this.

betty said...

Go the crimson bitch!! Bummer about no bobim but I'm glad you can get going with the next one.

April said...

Thinking of you.

Kim said...

How are you Mari?

Panda said...

Okay, so a new slate. That's a positive thing, right?

Best of luck with this cycle.

Nico said...

Hey, how's the OI going?